Title:Dangers Of Life Author:Chloe Feedback:Jamgirl2129@aol.com Rating:R Category:Angst/Romance Type:Work In Progress Summary:( Going Back About 4 months )Sonny ordered Jason to break up with Courtney and Jason did so.Courtney decides to move back to Atlantic city,but when thiers an accident,one question remains.How will this twist of dangerous fate destroy Jason and Courtney's lives. ________________________________________________________________________________ Prologue: PH 2 Jason sat on his couch.As he stared into the fireplace he had a memory. ~Flashback~ "Jason,I just spoke to Courtney.She is leaving to return to Atlantic city tomorrow."Carly stated "She's really going to leave Port Charles"Jason questioned "Sonny convinced her"Carly said "Doesn't she know that Sonny threatened my life which is why were not together"Jason asked "She doesn't know,I didn't tell her and Sonny obviously wouldn't tell her"Carly stated simply "So she's really leaving then"Jason asked again "Jason maybe Courtney and you can't live a happy safe life here,but take her far away"Carly offered "I can't Sonny would find us"Jason stated Carly knew Jason was right,Sonny would find them so she ended the subject thier. "Jason your going to destroy yourself without Courtney,I can already see it"Carly said Jason shook his head no"I'm strong"Jason stated "Then why are you crying"Carly asked Jason shrugged. "Fine Jason,but when Courtney is gone tomorrow I hope you realize she's taking your heart and soul with her"Carly stated with anger and slammed the door to Jason's penthouse as she left. ~End Flashback~ Jason knew Carly was right,he should go after Courtney because she was taking his heart and soul with her.Jason let tears escaped his eyes.Shuttung his eyes he tried to close out the tears but had no luck they still spilled out onto his cheeks. ________________________________________________________________________________ Airport As Courtney sat on her seat,she kept asking herself if what she was doing was wrong.No,it wasn't,Jason didn't love her and well without Jason she felt empty and alone.She figured it would be to hard to see him everyday,so she would walk away and never look back. "Final boarding to Atlantic city"the woman said over the intercom. Courtney slwoly stood and boarded the plane,vowing to fill her emptiness Jason had put in her heart. ________________________________________________________________________________ The Next Day PH 2 Jason awoke suddenly he had another dream of Courtney.He picked up the remote and turned on the tv. Jason started watching NYPD Blue.5 minutes later it was interrupted. This a breaking news story.Flight 221 from Port Charles to Atlantic City crashed into Hudson River.Thier were 11 paasengers and 2 flight attendants.We have identified the bodies of Matt Lason, John Rivera,Chris Madison,Maria Johnsin,Kayla Larro,Nicole Martin,Kate Lynn,Leah Holmes,dean Sanchez,Courtney Matthews,Antonio Tores and the 2 flight attendants Nicholas Marshall and Michael Kantos."I'm not surprised no one survived this deadly crash" says District Attorney Scott Baldwin. This has been a Port Charles news special.Once again plane traveling from Port Charles to Atlantic City has crashed into the Hudson River,with no survivors and all DNA idetified. ________________________________________________________________________________ So do you like it? Should I continue? Chapter 1 PH 4 Sonny and Carly sat in shock as they finished watching the news report. "I forced Courtney on that plane,and away from Jason.Now she's,she's dead"Sonny choked out "You've seen how devastated Jason's been since his loss of Courtney,she's dead now Sonny this will destroy whats left"Carly said With that said Sonny and Carly quickly hurried across the hall to PH 2 ________________________________________________________________________________ PH 2 Jason stared at the tv his breath caught in his throat.He couldn't think he blankly stared at the tv not knowing what exactly was happening. Sonny and Carly entered PH 2.They stopped dead in thier tracks.Jason was sitting on his couch with his dead stare directed toward the tv.Sonny and Carly knew he had seen the news report. "Jason are you alright"Carly asked taking a seat next to him.Jason just stared "Jase,talk to me"Carly pleaded "Court Courtney's dead"Jason choked out letting tears fall.He continued to stare at the now blank tv screen. "I know"Carly choked out as she let some tears escape her eyes. Jason wiped the tears away and turned his gaze to Sonny,his gaze hardened as he looked Sonny dead in the eye. "I thought my life would kill her"Jason said in a yelling tone.Bringing Sonny from his daze "Jason"Sonny started "No,you forced us apart and forced her to return to Atlantic City,she's dead Sonny"Jason said yelling "It's not my fault"Sonny said "Then who's mine because I was stupid enough to listen to you"Jason screamed "Sonny,this isn't Jason's fault it's yours.Your so selfish"Carly screamed and anger "Courtney's dead and it's YOUR fault Sonny,take some responsibility for actions"Carly screamed and walked out the door slamming it behind her. "I'm sorry"Sonny started "Don't be"Jason said calmly "Thanks for your forgiveness"Sonny said "Oh no,you've got it all wrong.The love of my life is dead because of you,I'll never forgive you.I hate you Sonny"Jason yelled walking out of PH 2 and slamming the door behind him like Carly. ________________________________________________________________________________ 2 days later Kelly's "Hey"Emily said to Liz as she entered "Hey Em"Liz replied with a smile "Are you alright"Liz asked worried "Yeah,I'm just worried about Jason,he's being destroyed by the loss of Courtney"Emily said "Well,people break-up everyday,he'll get over it"Liz said "You don't know"Emily asked "Know what"Liz asked confused "Courtney,Sonny sent her away to Atlantic City and the plane crashed all 11 passengers and 2 flight attendants died.Courtney was one of the 11 passengers,she's dead"Emily choked out as she let tears release from her eyes. Liz smirked "Courtney's dead,huh?"Liz questioned a plan brewing in her mind. Emily shook her head in disbelief her best friend was a sick psychopath.Emily turned and walked out of the diner disgusted. ________________________________________________________________________________ Chapter 2 PH 2 Jason was standing in fog,he had no clue where he was.He saw a figure come out from the fog.He squinted his eyes trying to make-out who this person was.She came out of the fog from nowhere.He squinted his eyes even harder making sure it was really her. "Courtney"Jason yelled as he ran through the fog desperately trying to reach her.He finally achieved his goal and she stood right in front of him,he quickly embraced her.He couldn't breathe when his body went right through hers like she was a ghost. "Whats happening?"Jason asked "I'm gone,Jason.You can hear me and see me,but touch you cannot do"Courtney said "I don't want you to be gone,I love you"Jason said tears forming in his eyes. "One day when it's time we will be together again.I love you too"Courtney said "Can't we stay here forever"Jason begged "Thats not possible.You have a life,live it to it's fullest and don't take one day for granted"Courtney said "I want to be with you,I don't care about my life"Jason said letting tears fall. Courtney smiled "Jason I'm glad you want to be with me and when it's time we will be together again.Life is the greatest gift,don't take it for nothing,appreciate the time your given,I wish I had"Courtney said "You should be angry,your gone because of me"Jason said "No,It was my decision to get on the plane,you didn't make me"Courtney replied "I never got to tell you how much I love you before you were gone"Jason said "I know you love me Jason,I will forever watch over you"Courtney said "I need you"Jason said "I will always be there.You might not be able to see me and I may not be able to respond,but I will hear you always"Courtney said "I love you so much,I can't live with out you"Jason cryed "Jason you can live without me and don't be afraid to move on,I want you to be happy"Courtney said Courtney began to suddenly fade. "Courtney,No,Don't go"Jason screamed "I have to,but I love you"Courtney said before she dissappeared into the fog. "I love you too"Jason whispered Jason awoke in a cold sweat.He wished he could have one last day with her before she had died.He prayed god would take pity on his soul and let him die so he could reunite with his love. ________________________________________________________________________________ PH 4 "I'm really worried about Jason"Carly said "Yeah,I am too"Sonny replied "Sonny will Jason spiral out of control,now"Carly asked "When we first broke up,losing you made me spiral and Jason started spiraling after I forced him to break up with Courtney.Thier not just broken up though,Courtney's dead"Sonny said "Will he die of depression"Carly asked tears slipping down her face "It wouldn't surprise me if he did"Sonny answered "So Jason will most likely die of a broken heart because of you"Carly said Sonny nodded. ________________________________________________________________________________ PH 2 (Knock On Door) Jason walked down the stairs.He knew most likely it was Sonny or Carly at the door.he didn't want to talk to either of them,but opened the door anyway.To Jason's surprise it wasn't Sonny or Carly but... ________________________________________________________________________________ Take a guess who is at the door,but I think it is obvious! Chapter 3 PH 2 (Knock On Door) Jason walked down the stairs.He knew most likely it was Sonny or Carly at the door.he didn't want to talk to either of them,but opened the door anyway.To Jason's surprise it wasn't Sonny or Carly but... "Liz,What are you doing here?"Jason asked "I came to see if your alright"Liz said faking concern "Alright about what?"Jason asked "Courtney,I'm so sor-"Liz said but was cut off by Jason "Don't even.You hated Courtney,you want me to believe your actually sorry for me,for us"Jason said anger in his voice "Well you seem awfully upset seeing you never wanted that slut in the first place you dumped her right"Liz questioned Jason stared as anger boiled in his blood and finally reached his boiling point and he lost it. "Courtney is not a slut.I might have broken up with her but only because Sonny threatened my life if I didn't break-up with her.I broke up with her which caused her to get on that plane and now she's dead,It's all my fault"Jason screamed Carly heard all the commotion while she sat on her couch and quickly hurried over to PH 2.When she entered she saw Liz and Jason with tears streaming down his face,but anger in his eyes. "Get out,Liz"Carly yelled "You can't replace Courtney,no matter what"Carly screamed.Carly then ran to Jason who slowly sank against the wall and fell to the ground,Carly held him while tears kept coming over and over again. "She told me in my dreams to move on and be happy,but only she makes me happy"Jason sobbed "Shhh"Carly soothed "It's alright Jase" "She's dead because of me it's all my fault"Jason said "No,it isn't it's Sonny's fault,stop blaming yourself"Carly said in a whisper "I still love her,I always will she was soulmate and the love of my life,now she's gone.No other girl will ever compare"Jason sobbed as the tears still covered his face "I know you loved her Jase,and she knows it too.She is watching you right now,trying to give you strenghth"Carly whispered still hugging Jason ever so tightly Elizabeth watched from the doorway.It made her sad to see Jason such a mess,but it made her sick to think he was such a mess over that slut Courtney. "What are you doing here"Sonny asked from behind Liz Liz turned to him "Leaving"Liz replied as she pushed the elevator button.Sonny walked into the doorway of PH 2 and sighed "Not again"Sonny whispered _______________________________________________________________________________ PCPD "Has thier been any update on Lorenzo Alcazars where abouts"Scott asked "Yes,bnot much though.He was last seen at the sight of the plane carsh near the Hudson River.A witness said he was carrying a body with long hair and it was struggling,so my idea is that maybe he took a hostage and not all died at the plane crash"Mac suggested "What would he want with an everyday citizen though"Scott asked "Did you forget Corinthos sister was on that plane"Mac said "Oh yeah"Scott replied "Do you think Courtney's alive"Scott asked "For Jason's sake I hope so,have you seen him he is a mess"Mac replied "How would you know"Scott asked "I saw him on the docks talking to God and praying for Courtney"Mac responded "Really"Scott replied Chapter 4 PCPD "I just went to double check all 13 bodies were identified with DNA,thiers is no way Courtney is alive,maybe It was a homeless citizen that was along the river and Alcazar took her being depserate or something"Mac said "I know Courtney isn't alive,thier is no way"Scott replied "Her DNA identification is here for your own eyes"Mac suggested "I know"Scott replied ________________________________________________________________________________ 2 months later Kelly's Jason walked into Kelly's and sighed.Secretly he wished he could see Courtney standing behind that counter with her apron on and a beaming smile,he knew that would never happen.She was dead,he had to move on and live his lifebut it was so hard because she was his life. "Hey Penny,Can I have a black coffee please"Jason asked "Right away"Penny replied "Thankyou"Jason replied "All set Penny said as she handed Jason the coffee and eh handed her a five and then proceeded down to the cellar. ________________________________________________________________________________ Cellar "Who are you"Jason asked the pretty brunette who scurried around the empty Cellar. "Hi,I'm Nikki"the brunetted replied "Oh hi"Jason replied "I'm the new hostess"Nikki said "Oh"Jason said sadly "Are you okay?"Nikkin asked Jason nodded weakly "Oh hey Jase,I see you met Nikki"Carly said coming out from behind back Jason nodded "Nikki can you finish taking care of the wine shipments,please?"Carly asked Nikki nodded and walked out back. "Your upset because I replaced Courtney"Carly said "No! It just hurts thats all"Jason replied "I know,I miss her too"Carly said "Jase,it's been two months don't you think maybe you should move on"Carly suggested Jason looked up at Carly with his broken-heart shining in his eyes. "I should,but how do I"Jason asked tears falling "Maybe find someone else,Courtney would want you to find happiness"Carly said "I can't replace her"Jason said "Jase,Courtney wasmy sister-in-law,Sonny's sister,Mike's daughter,Michael's aunt,the love of your life we all miss her,but she's gone and we cant dwell on the past.You know Courtney she would want Sonny, Michael and I exited about our new baby coming in 6 months and she would want Mike to move on and I know damn well she would want you to move on and find happiness,even if it's with another woman.Now I know Courtney has your heart and always will,but try thier are plenty of other fish in the sea.You are only 29 years old Courtney would not want you to sit around and dwell on her and blame yourself,she would want you to move on"Carly said Jason looked at Carly,"Maybe your right"Jason whispered"But no one will ever compare to her" Carly nodded "I know" ________________________________________________________________________________ Chapter 5 Cellar "Excuse me earlier I saw you talking to Carly so I'm guessing you know her,and I'm wondering if you could show me where the wine closet was"Nikki asked with a smile "Sure"Jason replied "It's this way"Jason led the way to the wine closet for Nikki "Here it is"Jason announced once they reached the wine closet "Thank you"Nikki replied getting lost in Jason's blue eyes.Jason returned her smile and for some reason thought this my be a good time to move on. "Nikki,what are your plans for this evening?" ________________________________________________________________________________ PH 4 "Hey sweetie"Carly said as she entered PH 4. "Hey"Sonny replied as Carly took a seat next to him on the couch. "Whats up?"Carly asked "Not much"Sonny replied "Well,I had a heart to heart with Jason today"Carly said "Really"Sonny asked interested "Yep.I think I got the point across to him that Courtney is gone and never coming back.It's been 2 months now Jason need to move on.I told him Courtney would want him to find happiness and move on.I am pretty sure he got the message"Carly said "I know Jason loves Courtney more than anything,I think he might find a companion but I promise you Jason Morgan will never love again"Sonny said ________________________________________________________________________________ I know it is short but this is just a filler chapter. Feedback please~!~Thank you Chloe ________________________________________________________________________________ Chapter 6 The Cellar "Nikki,what are your plans for this evening?"Jason asked Nikki felt like she had gone far past heaven and felt a blush creep up on her face. "Nothing"Nikki replied"Would you like to have dinner with me tonight?"Jason asked "I'd love to"Nikki replied rather quickly Jason smiled and she returned the smile. "Where do you live"Jason questioned "25 Centre St."Nikki replied "Great,I'll pick you up at six"Jason asked "Great"Nikki replied ________________________________________________________________________________ Lukes "This place is nice"Nikki said as she and Jason took a seat at a table. "Yeah,I like it"Jason replied "May I take your drink order"the waiter ordered "Yes,may I have a white russian"Nikki asked "And I'll take a draft beer"Jason replied "Sure right away"the waiter replied as he walked away. "So how long have you been in Port Charles"Jason asked "Well,I have been here about 2 weeks now,but it's really starting to look up"Nikki said as she covered Jason's hand with hers.Jason felt sort of uncomfortable she didn't send the sparks through him like Courtney did and he smiled to cover his worries. Sonny and Carly almost fainted as they walked in and saw Jason and Nikki holding hands. "I guess he has moved on"Carly said "Part of me is glad for him,but the other isn't because nobody will compare to Courtney and thats what he is trying to do.He is trying to cover the pain of his loss of Courtney"Sonny said "I hope Jason will be alright"Carly said "Lets leave,he won't be comfortable with us here"Sonny said as he dragged his wife out of Lukes. ________________________________________________________________________________ Nikki's Apartment ( 10:00pm ) "I had so much fun tonight"Nikki said as she a Jason stood in front of her doorway. "Me too"Jason said with a smile Nikki leaned up and Jason leaned down and placed a kiss upon her lips,it wasn't the same no sparks like Courtney gave him. "Would you like to come in for coffee"Nikki asked "Sure"Jason replied as she led him into her apartment. Jason took a seat on the couch while Nikki got 2 cups of coffee. Nikki walked into the living room and handed Jason his cup of coffee. "I really do like you"Nikki said Jason nodded "I like you too"Jason said hesitantly Nikki moved close and once again forced Jason in away to kiss her and he did.The kiss deepened.A memory struck Jason's mind,Jason remembered the dream he had. ~Flashback~ "Jason,you may not be able to see or hear me,but I will always be watching over and listening to you.I will always be here"Courtney said ~End Flashback~ As Jason and Nikki's kiss deepened,Jason thought what if Courtney is watching me right now. "I can't do this"Jason said as he pulled away