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Chapter 3
Courtney woke up the next morning in the same state people
wake up from a good dream are in. Pure
Bliss. She was afraid to look in the
mirror and see the same Courtney that she saw before her date. Was it really a
date? Or just a dream that would be with her for the rest of her life? She looked in the mirror anyways though, and
was happy to see it was the Courtney that had come home from the Cellar the
night before. Her hand went back to the
place where he had kissed her and she closed her eyes remembering every detail
of that moment.
**flashback**
"Thanks for
everything Jason. I guess I will see
you around from now on."
"Unless you want
to, you know, go out again sometime."
Her features lit up at this suggestion and she smiled.
"I would like
that, well I guess you should be getting back to your place." He leaned down to her level and kissed her
lightly on the cheek.
**end flashback**
She moved to the kitchen and started cooking breakfast
thinking about the night before. From
the way that he came and picked her up to the way that he dropped her back
off. And when he danced with her, every
butterfly she had every felt in her stomach reappeared at the thought of when
he danced with her. No one had danced
with her since the accident. She had
gotten to dance at her prom, and that was the last time she had felt that
way. She hummed the song they had
danced to and closed her eyes, letting herself remember every inch of his face
and every expression it had showed.
**flashback**
"Courtney, would
you like to dance?"
"Jason, I am in a
wheel chair, how do you think I am going to dance with you?"
"I will carry
you." He stood up and walked over
to her.
"WHAT??" he
scooped her up and held her like a princess over to the dance floor.
Remember that blue
crystal sky
The sun reflected in your eyes
Kissed me unexpectedly
A moment I just can't forget
We filled the air with promises
He walked her over to
the dance floor, holding her close.
"Everyone is
staring at us." She blushed deeply and then looked up at him.
"Let them
look."
**end flashback**
She continued humming and then the microwave went off, loud
and interrupting, and making her realize, no one would ever love her. Why do
I get my hopes up, I am in a wheel chair, no one can love someone in a wheel
chair, it's just impossible. She
took the food out of the microwave and slowly ate it, eating away at her happy
evening, knowing that nothing like it would ever happen again. She closed her eyes and let the final high
of happiness leave her, he can never love
me, I'm in a wheel chair.
Penthouse…
Jason woke up from a deep sleep with a smile on his
face. He sat up and let his thoughts
collect, it was like it had been a dream.
If he got out of the bed it would all disappear, with a few more moments
he realized it had really happened. He
and Courtney had gone out to dinner, and he had had an amazing time. He was in a bubble, a pure happiness bubble;
no one could bring him down now. He let
his mind wander while he got dressed.
The way she looked when he picked her up, the way she looked when he
dropped her off. The way that he had
kissed her. He hated that people were
so cruel just because she was in a wheel chair, she didn't deserve their
cruelties and she most defiantly did not deserve to be in that chair.
"WATCH WHERE YOU
ARE GOING STUPID CRIPPLE!!" he shouted in her face and was about to walk
away when he was met face to face with the most feared man in all of Port
Charles
He shuttered thinking about it, how could someone treat such
a beautiful person like that. He loved
the way that she was so shocked he wanted to dance with her.
**flashback**
"Courtney, would
you like to dance?"
"Jason, I am in a
wheel chair, how do you think I am going to dance with you?"
"I will carry
you." He stood up and walked over
to her.
"WHAT??" he
scooped her up and held her like a princess over to the dance floor.
**end flashback**
He wanted to call her right away, see her in five minutes
and never leave her side. Of course it
was unrealistic, she had a life, he had a life they couldn't hide from the
world together. Am I falling for her, can I be falling for someone I have known for a
day? He started to make himself
breakfast and continued to let the night replay in his head.
Chapter 4
Jason sat in a chair in front of the telephone and
thought. He didn't want to seem
desperate, but he was desperate, he wanted to see her again. He watched it; he hated everything about the
phone at that moment. They way that it
sat still in the cradle, and the way the buttons stuck out. He just hated it. After a few more minutes of thought he reached out and just as he
encircled his fingers around the center of it a loud brunette walked in the
door.
"Jason!" she screamed when she saw him sitting
near the phone and then went over to hug him.
"Hi Carly" he ran his hand down his face and then
let it sit on his chin.
"How was last night?" he elbowed him in the arm
and then giggled. He smiled slightly at
the way that she prodded into everyone else's business.
"It was fine." He sat back down on the chair and
watched the wheels in her head turn. He
didn’t want to explain the entire night to her, he wanted her to leave so he
could go back to his phone staring.
"It looked a little more than find when I saw you two on
the dance floor." She composed her adolescent-like energy and looked at
him seriously. " I saw the way that you were looking at her Jason, I can
see it in your eyes now, you are off on your own little cloud thinking about
this girl."
"Courtney, her name is Courtney." He broke from
the slight trance he had been in and looked at Carly, he knew she knew what was
going on, but he was not going to give her the satisfaction of telling it to
her.
"Ok, well then Jason have you realized that Courtney is in a wheel chair?" she
crossed her arms and tapped her foot.
"Well yes Carly I did thank you, the chair kind of gave
it away." He was getting annoyed, she was keeping him from the phone.
"Look, I know that last night you said you could deal
with it and that you wouldn’t hurt her.
And I know that you would never mean
to hurt her. But can you truly say that
you can live that life style, now that you have cleared your head." She
tapped him on the head to bring him back from another trance.
"Carly, she is going to walk again, and until then, yes
I can deal with 'that life style' as you put it" then he stood and started to slightly push her out the door. "Now if you don’t mind, I have a phone
call to make."
"Alright, alright I am leaving, just be careful
Jason." She looked concerned and then winked as Jason shut the door behind
her. He turned back to the phone and
picked it up. He had already memorized
her number but he dialed slowly, the butterflies in his stomach were
multiplying.
Courtney's loft…
Courtney's mood had changed considerably since she had woken
up. She was sad now, and almost seemed
heart broken. She knew it wasn't
Jason's fault, he hadn't done anything.
It was just the thought she had that no one would love her while she was
in a wheel chair that made her…sad.
Suddenly the phone rang and she jumped, she had been in complete silence
and the noise was startling. She slowly
wheeled over to the phone and picked up.
"Hello" she knew who she wanted it to be, but the
chances of Jason calling were slim to none.
"Courtney, hi… umm it-its Jason" he was nervous
and now angry at himself for sounding like such an idiot. On the other line Courtney's mood had gone
back to the way it had been. Was he
really calling her?
"Jason, hi, how are you?" she didn't hear what she
was saying, all she heard was the steady thud of her heart and the feeling of
butterflies in her stomach.
"I'm good, and you?"
"Fine, thank you.
So what's up?"
"Well I know that we just went out last night and that
it is really soon to be calling you and that this may seem very forward. But I was just wondering if maybe, you
wanted to have lunch with me today, or dinner, or hell why not both! I mean, only if you wanted to." He
waited anxiously on the other line.
Courtney was in shock, could she really be hearing the man of her dreams
asking her if she wanted to go out with him, again.
"I would like that very much." She smiled to
herself.
"Really? Well,
I will come pick you up around noon, is that ok?" he was thrilled; she
wanted to see him again. She wanted to see him again!
"That would be perfect, see you then."
"Yeah, see you then." He hung up the phone and
bolted up the stairs turning on the shower.
Two hours, he had two hours.
Courtney hung up the phone and let out a little yelp of happiness. Then she rolled to the shower and cleaned
herself, coming out she did her hair and tied a robe around her waist in search
of something to wear. Jason walked out
of the shower and into his room. He
glanced at the clock, 10:30, and opened a dresser pulling out something to wear
and getting dressed quickly. He sat on
the bed and started to think.
Everything seemed to be turning out perfectly, now he just had to come
up with the perfect place to take her.
It hit him, the perfect thing to do.
Courtney stared at her closet; it was funny how yesterday
she seemed to love all of her clothes but today they all seemed so drab and
boring. Nothing was perfect; the sun was already shining brightly proving that
the weather man was right. Today was
going to be beautiful. She finally
decided on a pair of black capris and fitted kelly-green tee-shirt. She let her
hair down and braided it, to give it a flowing look when she took it out. She put on some black heels and then waited
in the family room. The clock over the
T.V. read 11:15.
Jason paced around his penthouse until the clock read
11:20. Then he picked up the keys from
his desk and walked quickly to the elevator, which he thought took to long to
get to the bottom floor. He got in a
car and drove to Kelly's where he picked up some sandwiches. Then he drove to the liquor store, picked up
some wine. And then to the food store for dessert. When he got back in the car the clock read 11:55. Perfect. He drove to Courtney's loft and
took the stairs two at a time. He stood
at the door and smoothed out his shirt, ran his hands through his hair and then
knocked twice. After a few moments she
opened the door and Jason nearly stopped breathing. She looked truly breath taking.
He smiled at the way she bit her bottom lip when he hadn't said
anything.
"Hi" he said it barely above a whisper and she
looked up at him and smiled.
"Hi" they stayed there, just looking at each other
for what seemed like hours. He couldn't
get over how beautiful she looked. And
at some point in time she had forgotten where she was and just saw his
beautiful eyes.
"We should get going…" he broke the trance they
were both in and walked behind Courtney, pushing the wheel chair towards the
elevator. She looked back at him and
smiled. Her smile, it was one of the
things he liked best about her. When
she smiled nothing was wrong in the world and nothing could hurt him or her or them.
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