Title:A Hidden Love
Author:Chloe
Feedback:Jamgirl2129
Rating:R
Category:Romance
Type:Work In Progress
Summary:Courtney has learned of AJ's deceptions and kicked him out.Courtney is getting closer with Sonny,Carly,and Michael,but forbids herself from getting closer to Jason because she knows she has already fallen in love with him.Jason knows he too has fallen in love with Courtney so does his best to keep his distance.Come along as A Hidden Love rocks the town of Port Charles and everyone who lives there.
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Chapter 1

Courtney's Apartment

Courtney sat on her couch and just stared at a picture of her,Sonny,Carlly,Michael and Jason.Tears streamed down her face.She had such a wonderful brother,sister-in-law,and nephew.So why wasn't she happy.She looked at Jason's picture.

Thats why,Courtney said to herself

Your not happy,because Jason isn't here,Courtney said to herself as the tears streamed down even harder.
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PH 2

Jason walked into his penthouse after a long day of work for Sonny.Jason suddenly noticed his family picture.Sonny,Carly,Michael,himself and Courtney.His eyes stared at Courtney.

Suddenly,he thought back to that night at Coleman's bar,where they had shared thier first kiss.He couldn't help but think the kiss was wondeful.She had said it was a mistake,but had she really meant it,he wondered.

(Knock On Door)

Jason opened the door to find Liz.

What are you doing here,Jason asked

Hi,Liz said and walked past Jason

I'm sorry,when we broke up 1 month ago,I thought it was for the best,but it's not,Liz said

Jason sighed

Sonny was just about to knock on PH 2 when he heard voices,he let the nosey part of him take over and leaned into the door to listen.

I love you Jason,Liz said

Jason just looked shocked.

I don't love you,Jason said

Jason,you do,Liz said

No,Jason said getting angrier.

Yes,Liz said

No,Jason replied

Yes,Liz said

Liz,I don't love you,I love Courtney,Jason blurted out from being so angry.He couldn't believe that he just admitted he loved Courtney.

Courtney,Liz said

Yes,Jason replied

Liz walked towards the door.

Sonny heard her coming and hid around the corner.

Oh Boy,Jason's in love with Courtney,Sonny thought

As Liz left PH 2,Sonny then went to enter.

Jason turned around as Sonny entered.

Sonny stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Jason with tears streaming down his face.

Jason quickly tried to wipe them away.

Sonny expected to see him upset,but crying,Sonny felt his heart break for his best friend.

I heard you and Liz,Sonny said

Sonny,i'm sorry,I didn't meant o fall in love with Courtney,it just happened,Jason said

I know and I'm happy you have found someone you love,Sonny said with a smile.

She doesn't feel the same way,Jason said

Maybe she does,Go for it Jase,Sonny said as he left.
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PH 2

Sonny walked in with a smile on his face.

What are you so happy about,Carly asked

Jason's in love,Sonny said

Really,who,Carly asked

Courtney,Sonny said

Carly smiled a wry smile

You were right,Carly,Sonny said quietly

I always am,Carly said.

Meanwhile,Jason got o the elevator,ready to take a stand,for his love for Courtney!
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Thanx
Chloe
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Authors Note:Thanks for all the great feedback,heres chapter 2 like I promised if I got feedback.Enjoy~!~

Chapter 2

PH 4

What do you think he's going to do,Carly asked

Hopefully confront her,Sonny said

I know she likes him too,Carly said

Sonny sighed.

Don't get your hopes up Carly,Sonny said

Trust me,it's gut instinct on this one,Carly said with a smile.

I hope so,Sonny sighed

mm,Carly said

Because if she doesn't feel the same way,he's going to be crushed,Sonny said

Trust I'm right,Carly said
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Courtney's Apartment

Courtney came out of the bathroom,her shift started in about 1 hour.She wore a white tank top that showed her stomach and low-rider capris with white flip flops.her hair was up in a nice ponytail and had strands falling nicely.She had just enought make-up on.

(Knock On Door)

Courtney opened the door to see...
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Chapter 3

Courtney opened the door to see...

Jason,Courtney said with a smile

Hey,Jason said

Come in,Courtney said

Thanks,Jason replied as he walked in.

Jason couldn't help but notice how stunning she looked.

Are you going somewhere,Jason asked

Just work,Courtney said

Can I walk you,Jason asked shyly

Sure,company would be great,Courtney said

She grabbed her keys and they walked out the door,she locked the door behind them.
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How have you been,Jason asked

Good,Courtney said

Yeah,me too,Jason replied

Thats why I stopped by,to see how you were doing,Jason stuttered

Thanks,you can stop by anytime,Courtney said as they approached Kelly's.

Courtney,I was wondering If maybe tonight you would like to go to Luke's for dinner and a drink with me or something,Jason stuttered on his words.

I'd love to,Courtney said

Jason smiled relieved.

I'll pick you up at 6:00pm,Jason said

Okay,Courtney replied

Bye,they said unison.

Courtney entered Kelly's with a happy smile.

What are you so happy about,Liz asked with a hint of laughter.

Courtney turned to her and smiled
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PH 4

Jason entered PH 4 with a smile.

Sonny and Carly were sitting on the couch when he entered.

Hey,Sonny and Carly both said

She said yes,Jason blurted out
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Chapter 4

PH 4

I asked Courtney to go to dinner with me and she accepted,Jason said excited.

Sonny and Carly smiled

Well,Sonny I'm waiting for my second "I was right"in one day,Carly taunted

Carly,you were right,Sonny said

Sonny and Carly were suddenly brought from thier little conversation as Jason spoke.

Oh God,what am I gonna wear,he asked himself nervously as he turned and walked out the door.

Sonny and Carly broke out into fits of laughter.
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Kelly's

Oh nothing,Courtney said with a smile

Sure,Liz said suspiciously
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At 5:00pm,Courtney's shift finally ended.
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Courtney Apartment ( 5:55pm )

Courtney looked at herself in the mirror.She wore a long green dress(like the one in that epi when her and Jase were broken up)it hugged her figure perfectly.Her make-up was flawless and her hair was up in a ponytail with strands falling.

(Knock On Door)

Courtney smiled and opened the door.

As she opened the door,she was dissapoited at who she saw...
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Author's Note:Thanx for the wondeful feedback,I really appreciate it.I think this is my favorite fanfic.Congradulations to Katie Lynn,she guessed who was at the door.This chapter is NC-17 at the end~

Chapter 5

Courtney's Apartment ( 5:55pm )

As she opened the door,she was dissapointed at who she saw...

AJ,what are you doing here,she asked

Where's my wife going,AJ sneered

Out,Courtney said

With who,AJ asked

None of your business,Courtney said

Wrong,it is my business we may be split but your still my wife,AJ said

Just leave,and I'm not your wife,Courtney said

Are you going out with him,AJ asked

What,Courtney questioned

My brother,the man I hate,the killer,your going out with him,AJ said

Courtney stared

Jason,thats your date isn't it,AJ asked

Courtney didn't speak,but glared

Answer me,AJ yelled

No,Courtney said I don't owe you anything AJ.

Leave now,or I'm calling the police,Courtney yelled

Fine,but this isn't over,AJ said as he walked to the door.

AJ opened the door and met a gaze of blue-eyes staring at him,AJ sighed and walked past Jason.

Sorry,Jason said

Don't worry about it,AJ well who cares,Courtney said now smiling

Jason returned the smile.

They both walked out of Courtney's apartment.
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Lukes

Jason and Courtney walked into Lukes and took a seat.

The waiter came up.

What can I get you two,he asked

I'll have the hamburger special and a white wine,Courtney said

Same,Jason replied

Courtney smiled.

Jason suddenly noticed Lucky and Liz enter.

Great,Jason sighed

Courtney glanced towards Lucky and Liz and smiled.

Whats wrong,Courtney asked

Liz is going to ruin the evening,Jason said

How do you know,Courtney asked

She came to my apartment the other night looking to get back together and I turned her down for you,Jason said shyly

Oh,Courtney said as she covered his hand with hers.

Jason smiled

Liz watched the hole scene from a table.

Why can't you take your eyes of them two,Lucky asked

Jason loves Courtney not me he said so,Liz replied

Does she love him,Lucky asked

Liz shrugged her shoulders.

I love him Lucky,and he loves that bitch,Liz said

Look just because Jason fell in love with Courtney rather than you is no reason to call her a bitch,Lucky said

Liz just kept staring.

When Jason and Courtney finished eating a slow song came on called the search is over,and Jason asked Courtney to dance.

Jason held out his hand and Courtney accepted they walked onto the dance floor.

Jason wrapped his arms around Courtney and she did the same wrapping her arms around him and laying her head on his shoulder

She couldn't help but love the feeling of completeness she felt with him.

When the song was almost over she lifted her head and stared into his eyes,he did the same

The search is over,your it for me Courtney,Jason said nervously

Your it for me too,Jason Courtney said

I love you,Jason said

And I love you,Courtney said

Jason then pulled Courtney in for there second kiss.It was full of promises and love and forever.

Liz fury grew in her as she saw them kiss,Lucky looked on shaking his head.
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Courtney's Apartment ( 10:00pm )

Jason and Courtney walked into her apartment.Courtney handed Jason a soda.They sat on the couch.

I want to be your boyfriend,Jason blurted out

Good,Courtney replied

I meant,Jason said

Me too,Courtney replied

I love you,Jason said

I love you too,Courtney said as she moved closer to Jason and began kissing him.

Are you sure,Jason asked

Courtney nodded and resumed thier kissing.Jason and Courtney stood he led her to the bedroom.They stood at the side of the bed.She pushed of his dress jacket and rubbed his chest through his shirt they never broke the kiss.He rubbed up her back as she removed his t-shirt.He opened the zipper of her dress and slid it down her body.H looked her up and down,she wore a pink bra and matching thong,she bit her lip.Suddenly he resumed thier kissing.He laid her down softly on the bed before taking off his dress pant and shoes.He started kissing her neck and she moaned.He slid his hand slightly over her nipples and down to her thong.He stroked her through her thong and she moaned loud.He brought his hand back up and released her breasts,He then sucked on them pleasuring her she moaned as he went towards her thong.He slid it of and licked her clit.In and out he moved making her call him out til she cmae to a shaking orgasm.

She flipped them over and stroked his straining member.She moved lower and pulled down his boxers.She caressed his balls with her hand as her mouth swallowed him hole.He moaned in ecstacy until he finally let loose.He flipped them over and slid into her.They went hard and easy allnight.
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He lay with his arms wrapped around Courtney after thier glorious love-making.

I love you,Jason said

I love you too,Courtney said
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Chapter 6

Courtney awoke with Jasons arms protectively wrapped around her.She looked up at him,oh how she loved him,but it couldn't happen.She was to afraid to get hurt again,like AJ did.She couldn't set herself up for that kind of pain.Courtney climbed out of bed and went to take a shower,when she finished,he was sitting on th couch all dressed playing with Rosie.

Hey,Jason said

She smiled weakly.

Whats wrong,Jason asked walking towards her.

He went to kiss her and she backed away.

He stared at her shocked.

What happened last night was a mistake,I had a bit too much to drink,and well,Courtney said

I love you Courtney,Jason said

And I love you too,which is why I cant be with you,Courtney said

Jason was confused.

I know your nothing like AJ,but I just can't set my heart up for that kind of pain,thats why we can't see each other anymore,Courtney said

I don't understand,Jason said

The more in love with you I am the more it will hurt when you break-up with me,Courtney said

I love you,I don't want to break-up with you Courtney,I just want to be with you,Jason said

No,Just leave Jason,Courtney ordered tears falling.

He knew her heart was breaking,and he understood she was afraid.

Tears fell from his eyes as he walked out the door.

As he shut the door,he was met by a large grin...
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Chapter 7

Hall Of Courtney's Apartment

As he shut the door,he was met by a large grin...

AJ smiled triumphantly

Whats wrong was the golden boy denied,AJ sneered

Jason just walked away,he knew if stood thier he would hit AJ and he woudln't stop at that he would probally kill him.Jason walked home,the tears fell like anything before.He came to the docks and sat on a bench he put his head in his hands and let the tears fall more freely.She was all he wanted,and not to mention she loved him,but was fragile from what AJ had done to her.He could understand why she was afraid.He sat on the bench and praid to god that he would give her time and then maybe she would give him a chance with time.He was brought from his thoughts as a hand rested on his shoulders.

He looked up at her and his tears didn't stop.Her heart broke for him.

Jase,what happened,she asked

Jason just looked at her as the tears kept coming he couldn't stop them.

She quickly embraced him and he excepted it.He felt so comfortable in her arms.

I'm scared,Jason said

Of what,she asked

Never having Courtney,Jason replied

She looked at him,tears began to fall from her eyes as her heart broke for him.

I love you Jase,maybe I can help,she said

I wish you could,but you can't,Jason said

Try me,Emily said with a small smile.

Jason looked up at her.

I...
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Courtney's Apartment

Courtney sat on the bed when she heard the door open.She continued to let the tears fall.

She looked up from the bed expecting to see Jason,but instead she saw a very concerned Carly.

Sweetie,Carly asked quickly embracing her.

I love him Carly,but how can I just set myself up for pain,Courtney said

You love who,Carly asked

Jason,Courtney said

He took me out last night and then he came back here,I had alot to drink and we slept together.I told him was a mistake even thought,Iknow it wasn't,Courtney said

Carly just looked at her urging her to continue.

He told me he loved me and I told him I loved him,but,Courtney said

But what,sweetie,Carly questioned

I told him,I couldn't be with him,Courtney said

Your afraid of hurt,carly asked

Courtney nodded.

Well,Jason doesn't tell just anyone he loves them,Carly said

He would never hurt you,Carly said

Courtney just looked at her.

Will you go check on him,Courtney asked

Yes,Carly said as she got up.

Courtney,take time you will see Jason is the one for you,Carly said as she left.

Courtney thought Carly was right about Jason being the one,but she had to be sure,if he really loved her he would prove it,Courtney thought.
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Chapter 8

The Docks

I love Courtney,Jason said the tears still in his eyes

You do,Emily asked

Jason nodded.

Does she feel the same way,Emily asked

She said she loved me,but didn't want to be with me because she was to afraid of getting hurt again,like AJ hurt her,and I can understand.I just love her so much,Jason said

Courtney is a sweet girl,I can undrstand how she's afraid,but Jason if you really love her you will give her time and fight for her,Emily said

Oh believe me,I have every intention of fighting for her,Jason said

Just out of curiousity do you love her more than Robin,Emily asked

Jason looked at her.

The way I love Courtney doesn't even compare to whatever I felt for Ronin,I might have thought it was love,but I didn't know true love until Courtney,Jason said

Then fight,Emily said

I will,Jason leaving.

Emily stared after him,even thought he was gone she could still see his tears,my brother has found the love of his life,god help him,Emily said thinking back to everything she went through with her boyfriend and the love of her life,Zander.

The Next Day

Chapter 9

Kelly's

Courtney wiped down the counters of Kelly's,no matter how hard she tried everything she did brought her back to Jason.

Suddenly the door to Kelly's opened and Jason walked in.

Jason and Courtney both locked eyes and he started to approach her,but she quickly went outback.Jason sighed and took a seat at the counter.Liz walked over to Jason.

What can I get you,Liz asked

Can you tell Courtney,I need to talk to her,Jason said

Sorry Jase,looked to me like she wasn't interested,Liz said

Jason glared at her and walked out of Kelly's.

Courtney saw him leave and came back out.

I thought you 2 were friends what happened,Liz asked

Nothing,Courtney said

See ya,my shift is over,Courtney said leaving.

Courtney was walking across the docks when a hand touched her shoulder.

She turned to Jason.

You scared me,Courtney said

Why are you running away from me,Jason asked

Because,Courtney said

Because why,Jason asked

This can't happen you'll just break my heart like AJ,Courtney said

Jason grabbed ahold of Courtney shoulders gently.

I love you,I wont hurt you give me a chance,Jason asked

No,I can't,Courtney said

You said you loved me,whats the problem,Jason asked

That,if I get anymore involved,Courney stuttered

I just can't,Courtney said and turned to walk away it was dark and cold,Jason was worried about her,but just stared after her.

Jason Morgan was deinied,the woman said with a mischivieously grin

He looked up at her and sighed could things get any worse he thought.

What do you want,Jason asked

The woman just smiled.

Seems like nothing,Jason said

I love you and I want to be with you,The woman said

Your the 2nd person to say that to me this week,Jason said

Get this straight,I'm not interested in you or Liz,I just want Courtney Matthews,Jason said

She denied you,The woman said

I don't remember you being such a bitch,Robin,Jason said

Robin smirked as Jason walked away.

By the end of the week,this Courtney girl would be out of the picture and Jason would be all hers.

Robin took out her cell phone.

Yes,I need you to tell me where Courtney Matthews lives,Robin said into the phone.

Robin would pay Courtney a visit or even better,hire a rapist and muderer to pay little Courtney a visit instead.Robin smiled
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I hope you like my twist it will only get better,Thanx Katie Lynn for your support~!~Chloe
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Chapter 10

Robin stood on the docks finally a man descended

The address is 62 Hansen St. Apt. 3c,Robin said

What do you want me to do,The man asked

Have fun,shes blonde,blu-eyed,perfect figure,just have fun,Robin said with a smirk.

The man smirked back,oh it will be my pleasure,The man said

Good,Robin replied

The man exited the docks.

Jason will soon be mine,that little trash will be so scared it will be so long Port Charles for her,Robin thought

What are you planning on doing to Courtney,Liz asked walking down the stairs.

What did you hear,Robin questioned

Everything and I want in,Liz said

Sure,Robin replied

I want to see Courtney Matthews destroyed,Liz said

She will be,Robin replied.
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Next Chapter will come today,if I get good feedback~!~Chapter 11 will be awesome,thier will be angst,and journey and it will be very long~!~Chloe


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