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Rating: PG13- R
Category: Work In Progress
Type: Romance/Drama/Angst
Summary: Courtney and Jason are desperate for a
baby. What if they manage to get one, although not in the most
conventional way? How does having a baby affect their lives?
Time period: This
takes place after the fire and the Brian thing and all that. They did not get
divorced, Jason forgave Courtney for knocking him out and they worked out their
problems blah blah blah. Sam just isin't in the picture and all that. Sonny and Carly are happily married with
Michael and Morgan.
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is mine, unless you don;t recognize it. Then it is mine. Steal it and I will
hunt you down. In a nice way of course ; )
Chapter
One- Prologue
Jason Morgan glanced
nervously around the room, taking in the scene, looking for escape routes. He
hated hospitals more than anything, and being in one made him anxious and
uneasy. As his eyes continued to dart around the room, he was comforted by the
motion of a small hand being slipped into his large one. Looking down at the
blonde angel who sat on the examination table, he kissed her hand gently and
then kissed her forehead, basking in the comfort that she was able to provide.
“I’m sorry I dragged
you with me” she whispered
He pulled back to
look at her in shock.
“Courtney, you didn’t
drag me to anything. Besides, there is no way in hell that I wouldn’t be here.
This affects both of us” he said, taking her other hand in his.
“I’m so nervous” she
confessed. “What if Dr. Meadows doesn’t have good news. What if we still can’t
have a baby” she asked.
“We will try this in anyway
that we can” said Jason, staring into her beautiful blue orbs.
He sighed and looked
down at her face. She wanted so desperately to be a mother, and he wanted so
desperately to be a father. Brushing some of the hair off of her face, he
thought back at all of the times he had a chance at being a father, and all of
the times it was ripped from him. Wrapping his arms around her, he kissed her
bare shoulder where the hospital gown was sliding off. Finally, a creaking was
heard as the door to the room opened and Jason straightened up so that he was
at his full height. Walking around so that he was next to Courtney, he took her
hand again.
“I have all of your
results” said Dr. Meadows, a perfect poker face staring back at them.
“And…?” asked
Courtney, scared to hear the answer.
“I am so sorry. But
unfortunately, there was too much damage done. It would be impossible for you
to carry a child and to even make one would be just as impossible” said Dr.
Meadows as a lone tear ran down Courtney’s face.
“What do you mean?”
asked Jason.
“Courtney’s eggs are
damaged too. Even if you found someone to carry your baby, they would need to
provide the eggs as well” said Dr. Meadows as more tears ran down Courtney’s
face.
“What are our
options” said Jason, trying to remain tough despite his breaking heart inside.
“Well, there’s a
surrogate mother, where we take her eggs and your sperm Jason and make the baby
which the surrogate carries, or there’s adoption” said Dr. Meadows.
“So basically, we can
either have a baby that is Jason and someone’s, or a baby that just comes from
random strangers” said Courtney, giving up and letting all of her tears out.
Jason sat down on the
table with her and wrapped his arms around her. She buried her head into his
chest, willing the terrible no-goodness of this whole day to just go away. She
wanted to get away from all of the pain and suffering. Jason stroked her hair,
realizing how hard this was for her.
“I’ll give you two a
minute” said Dr. Meadows softly as she excused herself.
Jason kissed the top
of Courtney’s head in a feeble attempt to comfort her. He desperately wanted to
have a little baby in his arms that was a mix of both Courtney and himself. But
he would never get that chance now. Being in her husband’s arms provided
Courtney with some comfort and she soon calmed down. When he felt her tears
ease up he gently pulled her back so that he could look into her beautiful blue
eyes.
“You ok?” he asked
her, caressing her cheek with his hand.
“I don’t know” she
answered truthfully as she leaned into his touch. “That was just the worse news
that we could possibly get” said Courtney.
“I know” he sighed.
“But let’s try to think of the options”
“Jase, I can’t have a
little boy or girl that I look at and see you and some other woman! I just
can’t do it” exclaimed Courtney.
“I know. I didn’t
think you could” said Jason. “And I wouldn’t want that either”
“So that leaves us
with what- adoption?” asked Courtney.
“I guess. Let’s think
about it a little more, ok?” he asked her.
She nodded and
sniffled, and he wiped more of the tears away from her face, kissing the fat
droplets that fell down her flawless skin.
“I just wish that by
some miracle, we get our baby” said Courtney.
“Me too” said Jason.
Little did they know,
sometimes wishes come true…
Chapter
2- Meg
It had been a week
since Courtney and Jason had received the terrible news, and neither had
thought about it anymore, both eager to just push it to the back of their minds
and not be forced to live in the horror of it. Jason had been swamped with work
lately, both legal and illegal, and Courtney had been dealing with her own
problems with the foundation. Yet work had cleared up for her, and she was
often by herself and missing her husband. Finding herself alone yet again when
she woke up one morning, she decided to shower and dress and then go to Kelly’s
to visit her father and get some breakfast. When Courtney walked in, the diner
was experiencing a mad rush, so she took a seat by the counter and patiently
waited for her father by nursing a cup of coffee. By the time her father was
able to talk to her, the diner had cleared and Courtney’s coffee had gotten so
cold, penguins would have been comfortable living in it. Pushing the mug aside,
Courtney sighed and perched her elbows on the counter, perching her head on her
hands.
“How are you doing
Pumpkin?” questioned Mike, looking at his sad looking daughter.
He knew the reason
behind her melancholy mood, and for a moment he became angry with Jason for
leaving his wife to be so depressed while working. Mike blamed Jason anyway for
Courtney’s inability to have children. He and Jason had been at each others
throats lately, and it drove Courtney insane.
“I’m fine daddy” she
answered, her eyes tilting downward.
“You sure?” he asked
quietly.
“I’m sure, I just
have a bit of a headache” she answered as she listened to the sounds of the
restaurant around her.
There was the
clinking of plates and forks, the buzz of light conversation, the sound of a
baby whimpering and crying, and the sizzling of the food coming from the
kitchen. It was the usual diner sounds that Courtney had become so used to.
Pushing some hair off of her face, she listened intently to the crying baby,
wishing so badly that she had a baby of her own. Suddenly, a thought struck
her. She turned her head sharply and scanned the diner.
“What’s the matter
sweetie?” questioned Mike, seeing her odd action.
“Daddy, am I going
crazy or is a baby crying?” she asked him rather seriously.
“No, there’s a baby
crying. But that’s common Pumpkin” said Mike softly as he realized just how
heartbroken his daughter was.
“Dad, I’m serious.
Look around. I don’t see a baby” said Courtney.
Mike’s head shot up
as he surveyed the diner, similar to what his daughter had done only moments
before. Both were out of their seats and walking around in an attempt to find
the baby in question in a matter of a second. Courtney walked over to the back
corner of the diner and looked under the tables. Standing up, she gasped before
bending back down. She emerged seconds later with a baby carrier complete with
a little child and a small diaper bag.
“Daddy?” she
questioned slowly, staring in disbelief at the little girl in front of her.
Placing the carrier
on the table, she and Mike both stared at the baby for a second. She was
beautiful, with blonde curls and stunning blue eyes. She looked right at
Courtney and stopped crying, breaking into a wide, toothless grin, giving off a
little gurgle. Courtney and Mike exchanged looks before focusing on the baby
again.
“How long do you
think she was here?” asked Mike.
“I have no idea”
answered Courtney.
Before she could stop
herself, Courtney reached into the carrier and unstrapped the baby, lifting the
blonde cutie out of it and holding her in her arms. Balancing her on one hip,
she looked over at the girl before the baby wrapped her arms around Courtney’s
neck, digging her face into Courtney’s shoulder. Mike unzipped the baby bag,
pulling out an empty bottle, a pacifier, a spare diaper, and a baby blanket, embroidered
with the name Meg.
“Meg” whispered
Courtney. “It fits” she said, brushing back the baby’s curls.
“What kind of parent
just abandons their child?” asked Mike, prompting Courtney to raise one eyebrow
at him. “That was totally different. I didn’t leave either you or Sonny on a
diner floor. I left you with your mothers” he countered.
“Daddy, what do we do
with her?” asked Courtney.
“I don’t know. I
guess we should take her down to the PCPD, let them handle it” said Mike.
“Alright, I guess”
said Courtney, staring at the little girl who was now asleep in her arms. “I’ll
take her, you need to work”
“You sure?” asked
Mike.
“Yeah, it’s no
problem” said Courtney as Mike packed up the diaper bag again. Slipping it on
to her shoulder, she kissed her father goodbye and headed down to the PCPD with
Meg still asleep in the crook of her arms.
By
the time Courtney made it down to the PCPD, she had fallen head over heals in
love wit the little baby girl in her arms. Brushing away her adoration for Meg,
she purposefully strode into the police station and walked over to the cop
sitting at the front desk. Today, the man was Lucky Spencer, and he sat there,
just doing paperwork. Looking up, he saw Courtney with Meg in her arms.
“Courtney! When did
you get a baby?” he exclaimed. “And Jason isn’t here. If you’re expecting him
to be, just let me know so I can start on the paperwork” said Lucky with a
sigh.
“No, I’m not here
about Jason. I’m actually here about this baby. I found her. She was abandoned
at Kelly’s” said Courtney.
“Abandoned?” asked
Lucky in shock.
“She was just sitting
in her carrier under one of the corner tables” said Courtney, adjusting a
sleeping Meg in her arms.
“Any identification?”
asked Lucky.
“Yeah, there was a
bag next to her with some minimal necessities. And there was a baby blanket
with the name Meg stitched in” said Courtney, handing Lucky the bag.
Looking through it,
Lucky sighed and looked as the girl began to stir in Courtney’s arms. Opening
her eyes, Lucky saw the beautiful blue orbs looking back at him as a small fist
reached out and wiped at them. The baby looked exactly like Courtney and Jason,
an oddity and a coincidence on a grand scale.
“We’ll put out alerts
and do everything we can. We will try our hardest to find her mother” said
Lucky. “For now, I’ll take her” said Lucky, reaching out his arms for Meg.
But Courtney wasn’t
so willing to let go. Clutching the little girl to her body, she timidly looked
around the station.
“What will you do
with her until her mother’s located” asked Courtney.
“We’ll hold her here
at the station until someone from child services comes. Then, they’ll probably
find a foster home for her” said Lucky.
“How long will it
take for child services to come?” asked Courtney.
“A few hours
probably”
“And then they’re
just going to put her with some random people?” questioned Courtney.
“That is the idea of
a foster home” said Lucky.
“I can’t let that
happen” whispered Courtney. “Lucky, she’s just an innocent baby. To have to
spend a few hours in this place where criminals are brought in at alarming
rates, and then to be placed in a home with people who could be abusive or
terrible is simply unacceptable” said Courtney.
“What are you
suggesting?” asked Lucky.
“I’ll take her home
with me” said Courtney.
“Wait a second, you
want me to let her go live with a known mobster and hitman?” asked Lucky in
disbelief.
“Jason is the perfect
father. He loves children, and they love him. He will be perfect when it comes
to taking care of Meg until her mother is located” said Courtney.
“I don’t know” said
Lucky.
“You know me. And you
know that I will be a good mother” said Courtney.
“I guess” said Lucky,
although he was still unsure.
“Just out of
curiosity, what happens when they locate her mother and it turns out that she’s
a crack or heroine addict who thinks her daughter is better off living in a
dumpster?” asked Courtney.
“Then we give her to
social services and she is put up for adoption” said Lucky.
“Interesting” said
Courtney before turning on her heel and walking away, Meg still in her arms.
“Courtney, don’t make
me regret this” called Lucky. “I’ll pull on the right strings to make this
happen, but when we locate her mother, you are going to have to give her back”
warned Lucky.
“I know” said
Courtney. “Thanks” she called back over her shoulder as she sprinted from the
PCPD.
Courtney
took a deep breath before walking into the Corinthos penthouse. Calling for
Carly, the woman came down and stared in shock at the baby in Courtney’s arms.
“I didn’t know you
and Jason were…expecting” said Carly, trying to remember if Courtney had been
pregnant and she managed to somehow forget or something.
“I found her
abandoned in Kelly’s” explained Carly.
“Thank god” said
Carly, but when she looked at the _expression of horror on her best friends
face, she clarified. “Not that the baby was abandoned, but that you weren’t
pregnant. Because I didn’t remember you being pregnant, and then I thought I
was going crazy for a minute and that never has good results” said Carly with a
smile.
“Nope, you’re not
going crazy Carly. Anyway, I brought her to the PCPD but Lucky said they would
out her in foster care until they located her mother. And I couldn’t just let
her go with random strangers” explained Courtney.
“Of course you
couldn’t” agreed Carly. “I completely understand”
“Thanks, I’m glad
that someone does. I have a feeling Sonny’s going to kill me”
“Tell him that she’s
like a puppy. She followed you home” said Carly with a smile.
“This isn’t a joke
Carly. I didn’t think. I just got attached to Meg-that’s her name- and I didn’t
even think about how Sonny’s going to react, or Jason for that matter”
“I’m sure they’ll be
fine about it. You have a foundation for children, that’s what you do. You help
kids. And you’ve seen the horrors of foster care first hand, and you weren’t
about to let this innocent baby that you could help go through that. That’s not
stupid. That’s noble” comforted Carly.
“I guess your right”
said Courtney. “Do you have any thing of Morgan or Michael’s around here still?
Like a crib, or a changing table. Just some old stuff that we can use” said
Courtney, adjusting Meg in her arms.
“Honey, why use
hand-me-downs when we can get all new stuff” said Carly, the familiar glint
returning to her eye. “Let’s go shopping” she gasped, literally clapping her
hands together in delight.
Courtney
stood back, still holding Meg, as she watched Carly command her own little army
of guards. With the men working on their side, the crib, high chair, changing
table, and all of the other assorted things were assembled and put in their
proper places rather quickly. Carly had already arranged to repaint the guest
room to decorate it for the baby, and Courtney feared that Carly was getting
too attached to Meg, just like she was. Carly brushed her off, saying she was
just excited to have a little girl around but Courtney knew the truth. Carly
had fallen in love with her enchanting smile and capturing laugh, similar to
Courtney herself.
Once
the room was assembled and the painter’s appointment was confirmed, Carly
spread a blanket down on the floor of the living room in the Morgan penthouse
and the two girls sat and played with Meg as she admired all of her new toys.
The baby seemed ecstatic, and Courtney’s belief that she had been denied these
simple pleasures previously were basically confirmed. Courtney looked at Meg
and decided in that moment that the little girl was perfect. It was easy for
Courtney to forget that she would have to give back this baby soon. Especially
because of the striking similarities the baby bore to her and Jason. The blue
eyes belonged to both he and Courtney, and the bright blonde hair was obviously
Courtney. The baby even seemed to have the same face shape as Jason, and their
features were similar.
Brushing some curls
off of Meg’s forehead, Courtney sat and contemplated the best way to tell Jason
that she had found a baby. It wasn’t a conversation they had every day. Carly
was right, it was like having a puppy. They both wanted one, but there was the
knowledge of how much work one would be. After they had given Rosie up, they
knew how painful it was. They had loved that dog, but they couldn’t raise her
with all of the problems they were having. And that was just a dog. Giving up a
baby would be ten times worse. Unsure of what to do, Courtney brushed those
thoughts from her mind and instead focused on the perfect little girl in front
of her.
(A/N: I decided to
explain Rosie's dissapearence. I don't think they ever went into it on the
show, and that always bothered me. So, I killed two birds with one stone.) Don’t forget to review everyone! Email me at Cookiecrazyy85@yahoo.com