Journey Online

Title: BACK TO YOU
Author: COURTNEYLOVEJASON
Feedback: ladyphizz@msn.com
Rating: PG
Category: AGNST/ ABUSE-RAPE
Type: WIP
Summary: This story takes place after Jason and Courtney breaks up after the accident. She finds out she is pregnant and leaves town to start over without telling anyone. So enjoy I hoe you like it .

¨ Courntey goes to start over in Burbank,California

¨ Has no place to stay

¨ Got a job, lived with boss, Mark

¨ He became controlling and and showed signs of abuse.

¨ She moves out got a place but still worked there

¨ He began to stalk her

¨ She had the baby, got good daycare

¨ He tried to rape her but someone came

¨ He told her it wasn’t over and he followed her everywhere she moved.

¨ He finally did rape her(but she got the pill just in case)

¨ She and her daughter, now three and a half

¨ She has had to move to 3 different places and now she is on her way to Port Charles.

¨ Her daughters name is Cassidy Lila Morgan

SO ENJOY AND LEAVE FEEDBACK!!!!!!!

She sat there in her car driving. She really didn’t know what she was actually getting herself in she hadn’t been back to Port Charles for almost four years, and now she was coming back but with a daughter that no one knew about, not even Jason and he was the father. She stopped at a close by hotel and couldn’t sleep she watched her daughter lay there peacefully. All of her thoughts went right back to the two previous days……….

Courtney had been running from this man for a while and was finally settling into her one bedroom apartment. Her daughter was three now and went to the daycare right across the street from the diner she worked at. It reminded her a lot of Kelly’s, she would just picture Jason coming in and watching her her an waiting for her shift to end. She would go to work from 7:30am to 7:30pm, the 12hr. shift didn’t leave her with much time to spend with her daughter, so she would just watch her sleep every night. It made her cry a lot of the time because she looked so much like her dad and she missed him so much. She couldn’t just show up and see him because he couldn’t know about Cassidy and if he did he would hate her for keeping his daughter away from him.

Tell me what you think

She got off work that night, got Cassidy from daycare, who was already sleeping and headed home. Once she got her daughter settled in and in bed she went to go and take a bath. She stayed in for about an hour, she needed to relax. She put on some bottoms and a little and a little tank top night- shirt and climbed into bed.

She knew it was too good to be true that he hadn’t tried to contact her, but she knew it wasn’t for real, so with that she always kept a knife in her drawer next to her bed, a bat under it, and a bottle of mace under her pillow. She also had a bag of clothes for her and Cassidy that she kept in the trunk of her car just in case something went wrong they would have everything they needed.

After trying, Courtney finally fell asleep, it was good sleep, the kind she needed. She was relaxed and steady until she heard the click on the door.

That small click woke her out of the great sleep she was enduring she quickly but quietly got out of bed, grabbed her mace, her bat, and her knife and headed towards Cassidy’s room. Even though she had only been living there for a few months she knew the place and where everything was. She headed towards her daughters room and she could see the shadow walking in the living room not knowing where he was headed. She figured it was now or never.

She quietly walked behind the man and with all her strength she knocked the hell out of him and he fell right on the floor with a big THUD. She kept hitting him until she thought he was unconscious. Keeping her tight grip on the bat she ran and got her daughter out of bed with her teddy slowly waking up. She reached the counter for her keys when she felt an hand grab her ankle, she quickly got her mace and started spraying the mans eyes and he cried out in pain. She quickly opened the door and hurried down the stairs hoping no one was waiting for him. She got into her car and sat Cassy in her lap facing her and tightly bucked the two of them in the seatbelt, she knew she didn’t have time to strap her in her car seat and she knew her daughter was scared and needed her right now. She had lots of money saved and was on her way to Port Charles.

~~~~~~ END OF FLASHBACK~~~~~

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!

She stayed at a hotel and had the receptionist wake her at bright and early at 6am. She got Cassy and herself dress and started driving. She had thousands of thoughts going on in her head. She knew everyone would be glad she was back but upset because of her surprise and that she kept it from him or her. She knew Jason might be hurt and want nothing to do with her, but would want to help take care of his daughter. She thought they would be disappointed in her cause they were big on family and she kept one member away from them. She knew she shouldn’t think about that but to make sure her daughter was safe and she knew they would to.

She would be in Port Charles in about 30 minutes. She had been driving for only 3 hours, and had only stopped to get breakfast for Cassy. She couldn’t eat. She made sure she had plenty of animal crackers, and apple juice since they were Cassy’s favorites. She knew it was a bad idea but she and Cassy would have luch at Kellys. She was about to regret going to Kellys at all, she could have easily bumped into Carly at the club, she had no idea what she was thinking. So she would just call in and order and then hurry in and pick it up. “Where will I stay???”. She thought for a moment and decided to go where no one would ever think to find her, even if they did spot her in Port Charles.

She drove down and parked her car around the corner from the building. She walked in and told the landlady she wanted to rent an apartment. She wasn’t sure how long, but if things worked out the way she’d always prayed then she would move into the penthouse with Jason. Se told the landlady two months at the least, she put down the money up front.

She had enough food and all but had no idea where she would work without anyone seeing her and the word getting around PC in a heartbeat. She decided to stop worrying about it now. She lost all trails of her thoughts as se opened the door to……….

SORRY I HAD TO LEAVE IT THERE BUT DNT HOPE YOU LIKE,

She stepped foot in THE LOFT her and Jason once shared. All of the memories went rushing back to her head. She sat there bags down and laid Cassy down on the bed, it was no use of taking hr shoes off since the little girl sat back up calling for her mommy.

She ran back over to her daughter knowing she might be scared and sat her on her lap and began talking to her.

Cassidy: mommy, where are we

Courtney: we my sweetie, are in a place called Port Charles where no one will hurt us here.

Cassidy: isn’t that where daddy lives?

Courtney winced, she didn’t think the “almost four yr old” girl would remember all the stories she had told her about her dad, let alone where he lived. She just smiled at the little girl and said,

Courtney: yes, this is where daddy, uncle Sonny, aunt Carly, Michael, and his little brother or sister. I’m pretty sure she’s about your age.

The little girl climbed off her mothers lap and started jumping up and down on the bed yelling,

Cassidy: can we go see daddy, can we, can we mommy!!!!

Courtney saw the look in her daughters eyes as well as her two blonde pigtails bouncing. She had her mothers hair but it was more curlier, she had her small hands and feet. But everything else belonged to Jason without a doubt. Anyone who saw her, would have thought of Jason, which scared her since she wanted to talk to him without someone else running to him and blabbing. All the thoughts stopped when she heard,

Cassidy: mommy, can we, I wanna see daddy??

Courtney: maybe tomorrow

She said as she scooped her off the bed carrying her over to the counter and sitting her on it while putting her coat on her.

Courtney: hey, come on lets go pick up our food and come back home.

She knew she had to change the subject, she didn’t like to get Cassy’s hopes up. She loved her dad so much and all she ever had besides stories was a picture of him she had in a locket that she hardly let me take off. She and Cassidy quickly walked to Kellys’. Once they had gotten closer Courtney took out a hat and sunglasses, Cassy thought she looked funny. She already knew how much the food would cost, it was what she would order her and Michael when they would have a fun day out, it was two cheeseburgers, extra pickles, French fries, and chocolate cake. She knew Cassidy would love it.

They walked into Kellys’ and over to the counter, when she called she knew it wasn’t Penny or Liz, she left the exact amount of money on the counter as she grabbed the bag of food. She was happy and relieved as she walked away from the counter that she saw no one familiar until she bumped right into someone…

Someone familiar…….

SORRY BUT I HAD TO LEAVE IT THERE

She looked up and saw Jason standing there, all he said was excuse me miss. She just told him, “sorry I wasn’t looking”.

At this point Jason was looking at the little girl as she stared at him with wonder in her eyes. She saw the two staring at each other and took a hold of her daughters hand and left Jason standing there in shock.

The little girl he had just had a staring contest with looked just like him, except she had blonde hair. He had only known one person with hair that beautiful. Courtney, but he knew it couldn’t be true so he shook the thought from his head.

Courtney made it back to The Loft with Cassidy in just a few minutes. She sat Cassidy down at the table to eat her food. She looked at the curiosity in her daughters eyes, as she opened her locket to see the picture of Jason. Courtney was not expecting the words that came out of her daughters mouth,

Cassidy: mommy, was that daddy?

Courtney: yeah, sweetie it was daddy- tears in her eyes.

Cassidy: why did we leave, I wanted to see him. She said pouting.

Courtney: we will I promise, hey after you eat do you want to go to the park?

Cassidy: yeah can we go on the swing mommy, please!!!!

Courtney: laughing- yes we can. So come on and eat.

Courtney however didn’t eat, she hadn’t eaten in two days but she didn’t want her daughter to know she was sick. She would be scared.

Jason left Kellys thinking about the blonde he had just seen and the women she was with, who had a few strands of blonde hair coming down her face. The little girl had his eyes too, but it was impossible. So he headed towards the park to see if he could find Leticia, Michael, and Lilian.

What will happen in the park will they see each other who knows.

Courtney ran from her daughter as she threw snow balls at her laughing. She was weak and could barely run but didn’t want to have Cassy cooped up in the house.

Jason was getting close to the laughing he heard, which was Courtney little girl, but he wasn’t there yet.

Courtney’s head began to get heavy and everything began to spin around. She suddenly fell to the ground in the snow. Jason heard the sound of a small child crying

Mommy, mommy wake up.

He ran around the corner to see the women he had bumped into at Kellys and the little girl shaking her.

He rushed over to her side and took the shades off her face. His heart skipped a beat at the sight of Courtney Mathews lying in his arms, he felt a stray tear coming down his face as he readhed into his pocket to dail 911.

The ambulance came quickly and took Courtney to general hospital, Jason and Cassidy rode in the back of the ambulance with her. They arrived at GENERAL HOSPITAL within a few minutes. Monica couldn’t believe her eyes when they wheeled Courtney’s lifeless body in.

Cassidy’s arms were still tightened around Jason’s neck as she cried, he could feel her little body shaking. After she stopped crying, Jason took a seat and looked deep into the little girls eyes as so did she, he asked her,

Jason: whats your name?

Cassidy: Cassidy Lila Morgan.

Jason: that’s a pretty name.

Cassidy: yeah my mommy said Lila’s my great-grandma’s name, and Morgan is my daddy’s name, is Morgan your name?

Jason: who’s your daddy?

Jason: did your mommy tell you that?

Cassidy: yes, and look she gave me a picture of you that I keep in my locket- she said opening up the locket showing him the pictures.

Jason felt tears coming to his eyes. The little girl looked into Jason’s eyes and said, “ you have eyes like me, are you my daddy?”

“Yes I think I am, and I am going to take care of you and your mommy, okay, I love you so much. The little girl threw her arms around Jason and hugged him tightly.

About twenty minutes later, Jason sat Cassidy down in the chair and told her to sit tight while he went to ask the doctor something. He sat her down and started to walk away when the little girl shouted. WAIT, he turned around to see the little girl standing in the chair waving her hands for him to come back and lean down. He did as she told him, she held his face in her little hands and kissed his forehead. He knew right away that she got that from her mother, he gave her one back and said, “ I LOVE YOU, she called back loudly, I LOVE YOU TOO DADDY.

Just as Jason walked away, Sonny and Carly walked off the elevator. They saw the little girl sitting there, she looked a lot like Jason, except with blonde hair. They noticed Jason’s coat around the little girl, but couldn’t realize why she would have been with Jason. Sonny sat in the seat next to the little girl, and said hello to her. She looked at him and said, “hi”.

He asked her, what’s your name?

She told him, Cassidy Lila Morgan.

Sonny’s eyes grew wide, and it scared the little girl.

She jumped out of the chair and ran in the direction she knew Jason went yelling,

Sonny and Carly looked at each other, and started to follow her until they saw Jason come around the corner holding the little girl that had just ran away yelling daddy, he was telling her, "shh, shh, im right here okay". Jason finally looked up and saw Sonny and Carly’s faces. He didn’t even think to call them, he was so worried about Courtney.he saw the question written all over there faces. He finally answered them with a simple, YES. It slipped there mind why they had came. Then they finally spoke.

Carly: my mom said she saw them bringing a blonde-women in and that you were with them.

Jason: yeah I thought I she was the women I bumped into earlier at Kelly’s, so I went to the park to see if maybe Leticia was there with Michael, and Morgan, and I heard her screaming and when I looked at her face I saw her collapsed on the ground.

Sonny: who, you saw who Jason?

Jason: I saw……..

Jason turned Cassidy around.

Cassidy this is your uncle Sonny and your aunt Carly. They all looked at her, but she welcomed them with a hug saying,” my mommy has a picture of you at home, she yold me your really pretty and nice, pointing to Sonny she said,”uncle Sonny mommy said you were pigheaded but she still loves you. Sonny laughed.

Looking down tears began to come to her eyes and down her cheek. Reaching for Jason she said, ''daddy, where’s mommy? He got her from Carly and sad,’ sweetie mommy is in the room with the doctors laying down, he said hugging her. She layed her head down on Jason’s shoulder and quickly drifted off to sleep. Just as he was placing his daughter in Carly’s lap, the doctor came out to speak to Jason. He pulled Jason to the side and told him exactly what Courtney had told him.

Doctor: she told me she didn’t know who found her but to thank them, and to then call someone named Jason Morgan to get the her daughter and to go to someplace called the Loft, she said everything she needed would be there.

Jason: well I am Jason Morgan and I just wanna make sure she’s okay.

Doctor: she fine she was just dehydrated and she hasn’t had any food in a few days look like. But she said she’s not ready to see anyone yet but she knows the little girl will be safe and happy with you, she said she wouldn’t be scared at all.

Jason; ok, well what time can I come back tomorrow?

Doctor: well you can come at 8, but if she feels like she needs someone then we call someone up. She said to either call you Mr. Morgan, or Mr. Corinthos.

Jason: ok, well I’ll have my cell on, so if she does need someone then just call and I’ll come no matter what. Tell her I was here and that she has my eyes just like she said.(referring to cassy).

Later that afternoon they all went to the PH to see Michael and Morgan. They all played together and watched as Cassidy amazed them with stories of her mom and Jason, and how she resembled Jason so much. Jason called for a car, he asked Carly if she could give her a bath and some pajamas when she gave Morgan a bath. He wasn’t really that used to doing that but he would learn how to, he wanted to be as involved in his daughter’s life and help take care of her in everyway. They arrived at the loft in no time. Cassidy layed asleep in Jasons’ arms. Once he took off her coat and shoes he pulled back the covers to the bed and layed her down. He didn’t know how she slept so he just pilled all the pillows around her so she wouldn’t fall out of the bed.

He went to lay down on the couch, he had a lot of stuff on his mind, but one thing kept ringing in his head,” why hadn’t she told me, she had to be pregnant when she left, but why”? he had been sitting there for about 3 hrs. he couldn’t stop thinking about if she was okay and if she needed him to be there but thought he would be mad at her. He wanted to go to the hospital and let her know that everything was going to be okay and they were going to be a family and no one was going to stand in there way. He thought he felt something on is shirt but didn’t pay it any mind, until he heard the softess voice he’d ever heard say,

“daddy, when’s mommy coming home?

Jason: I don’t know sweetie, he said picking the toddler up and sitting on her lap. “ but we can go and see her in the morning, would you like that?

Cassidy: yes, but I’m sleepy now.

With all that said the little girl snuggled into her daddy’s chest and fell asleep in his arms.

The next morning he woke up and got himself and his daughter dressed. He didn't see any breakfast food so he called for a car to take them to Kelly's for breakfast. He walked around the corner and into Kelly's. He stooped to look in the window to find liz working. he also saw AJ, Coleman, zander, alan, and monica all sitting in Kellys eating and drinking coffee, but not together. He let out a sigh and proceeded to walk in.

As Jason walked into Kelly's all eyes flew on him and the little girl he was carrying. They had seen carly and sonny's daughter and knew it wasn't her. They quickly saw the resemblance the two shared and it was amazing. they sat down at the table that he would always sit and watch Courtney. Turns out liz still worked there after all these years, what a looser, he thought. And unfortunately she was hi waitress.

LIZ- what do you want, and make it quick.

JASON- excuse me?

LIZ- well you're probably broke; and you can’t get paid that much babysitting, she said referring to Cassidy.

He didn't realize how loud he was; everyone was looking at them in disbelief.

LIZ- wh...what? daughter, who's..

JASON- (turning to everyone while standing cassy up in his lap) YES, this is my daughter Cassidy Lila Morgan.

AJ-what the hell do you mean daughter...

JASON- putting his hands up, "before you go on, Bobbie can you tale cassy to the back to call and see if courntey is awake, and tell her we'll be there after breakfast, and see if she wants anything to eat other than hospital food, no offense.

BOBBIE- sure, and none taken

her and the little girl went to the back and called the hospital.

AJ- you mean that's her daughter?

AJ- oh, so you think your a big boy now that you're a daddy? where has she been jason, why is she just with you, she looks about four, so what happened to the four years of being a daddy?

JASON- shut up NOW.

AJ- oh, courtney doesnt even want you anymore. she finally realized how dangerous you are that she wouldnt let you see your own bratty daughter.

with that jason quickly had aj pinned up against the wall.

JASON- dont you ever talk about the mother of my child. and dont speak of my daughter ever again.

jason was glad he put him down when he did because just then cassy came running back in calling,

CASSIDY- Daddy, daddy. mommy said she wants eggs and french toast. but next time just bring her some of your special eggs. and she said to hurry she misses you and me.

JASON- really?( he said picking her up)

CASSIDY- yeah, and she told me to give you this,

JASON- thank you sweetie.

looking at aj purposely, "" guess she still does love me after all aj. and so does my daughter.

AJ- dont bet your life on it you know what, who cares what you do go live your little happy life you'll mess it up somehow.

bobbie came out with there food and gave it to jason. she hugged cassy and they left kellys and headed towards GENERAL HOSPITAL

They ate there late-breakfast and Jason went to talk to Bobbie about somethings.

Jason: hey, bobbie i wanted to talk to you

Bobbie: sure, hows Courntey?

Jason: she's fine, but i wanted to talk to you about Cassidy.

Bobbie: oh, i love her so much, she's so precious Jason.

Jason: yeah..... umm.. i wanted to know, well she kinda doesn't have a feal grandmother that is around, but youv'e been with her not even for a day and she's crazy about you. Well what I am asking you is if you could except her as your grandaughter, I mean I've always thought of you like a mom to me and..

Bobbie: Jason, stop. Of course I will, she is so sweet and Lily loves her, we can have a girls day out next weekend, only if you and Sonny promise to take Michael out, I dont want my grand baby to feel left out.

Jason: of course we will, and thank you.

they hug and go and tell cassy and courtney the news.

~~~~ two weeks later~~~~~

Courtney had been getting very strange calls on her cell phone.

But she didn’t pay them any mind, she just went on being happy with her life that had been changed around, but for the better. She and Jason were back together and her daughter got what she always wanted, her mom and dad to be a family. Her and Carly would go shopping alot. She still had her own money saved up , but Jason told her to be home with Cassidy. So he would leave her stacks of money n the drawer next to their bed. Jason had told Courtney that he wanted her to redecorate the PH. She was confused but excited, she wasn't confused anymore once he told her to go for it, she and Carly went shopping right away. The living room looked great, instead of the old brown couch, there was a big burgandy leather couch, there was a wooden table the same shade that sat right in front of it. And the table was long, instead of the pool table it was big enough for eight, along with two special chairs made for Cassy and Lily, since they were usually together anyway. Courtney and Jason's bedroom was different to, it had a huge bed with special slide out steps for Cassy. Her room wasn't finished yet, it had paint everywhere and a ladder, so she slept in the bed with her parents. Today they were going to finish her room.

Courtney, Jason, and Cassidy were all painting. Both her and Cassy were wearing low waist shots with a white tank top that showed both of there belly- buttons, Jason didn't like the little shirt on his daughter but Courtney quickly won that discussion.

Jason was painting on the ladder when he saw Courtney right under him, he spotted the top of her cleavage being exposed and smiled, he didn’t realize that his paint brush had been dripping paint in Courtney’s perfect blonde hair. She saw him staring at her and then shook the ladder to scare him, it worked to. He jumped down from the ladder, “were you trying to make me fall”, he said wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her close to him. Smiling she seductively said,” why, were you looking at something”. “well, I thought I had permission, I mean we share a bed don’t we?, he asked with a wink. No, I’m only there so Cassy won’t miss me too much. “oh so.. She forcefully pushed her lips to his, the kiss grew heavier and longer, his hand was going down her back and hers to his chest pulling his shirt off until… GIGGLING ……. If you to don’t stop then my room wont be finished tonight. Aunt Carly said, that you two need your bed if I want a brother or sister, so you guys can play in your room tonight.

They both looked at the little girl then at each other and Courtney laughed. But Jason didn’t instead he said, “ if she keeps spending time with Carly then Michael is gonna be taking boxing classes after school. Huh?, she didn’t get it, “because every boy will want to look at her and I cant beat them up so Michael will. Courtney laughed, “Jason, she’s only 3”. “Oh yeah, then why does she have on the exact same thing that you have on?” Oh Jase, she looks cute, and we’re only in the house its not like a gang of 4yr olds are in town watching her and following her around. She looked at Jason’s face and laughed. She told him not to worry, sonny wont let Lily date until she’s thirty. And if it WAS up to you she would be the same.

They finished her room at about 8:00 that night. Cassidy was passed out on the floor, Jason laughed but Courtney frowned because she had her blonde hair lying right in the pan of paint. She knew she was tired but she didn’t want the paint to stay in her hair.

“Courtney, why don’t you just wake her up, give her a bath, she hasn’t eaten so she can eat, get a bath and then get in her bed in her new room. And we can have our own little world, full of fantasies and realities, he said winking at her.

She looked at him in his eyes and started to cry. He hadn’t known what he said to make her upset, “ Courtney, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have. “it’s not that Jason, its just never mind.

With that said she went and scooped Cassy up in her arms as the little girl slowly woke up.

Courtney gave her a bath and washed her hair, which was almost impossible since she was half sleep. She warmed up the chicken nuggets and fries Sonny had sent over for luch since they hadn’t eaten them. She barley ate any and went to sleep.

When Jason turned over the clock read, 10:12, he let out a sigh and got out of bed him and Courtney were in and went to Cassidy’s room. He saw the angel sleeping in her new ballerina shaped bed. He gently scooped her up in his arms and walked down the stairs. When Courtney heard himself quietly got out of bed and followed him. He walked over to PH 4 and knocked on the door. Carly came and opened the door.

Carly: hey, what’s wrong?

Jason: hey, its just, can she sleep here tonight?

Carly: sure, why , is something wrong, I thought you guys finished her room.

Jason: it is but Courtney, she, well earlier, ya know I was telling her that I missed her and that once Cassy ate and went to bed, we could you know, have our own little world. And she, well she just started crying and walked away. I mean, I know she’s not sleep but she’s in bed right now.

CARLY: I’m sorry Jase just give her time, she loes you

JASON: yeah, well I want to talk to her whenever she’s ready. So can she stay?

CARLY: of course I love my god daughter, but are you sure she wont be freaked out when she wakes up and doesn’t see her mommy and daddy beside her?

JASON: well no, as long as she sees Michael, you or Sonny she’ll be fine.

CARLY: what about Lily?

JASON: (sighing) if she sees her then I might not have any use for that room because she’ll never wanna leave here .

CARLY: no she loves you to much jase, she said taking her from Jason.

JASON: thanks, he kisses the little girls forehead and goes back to his PH

When he opened the door he saw…….

Sorry but I gotta leave it there hope you enjoy

When Jason opened the door he saw….

Courtney walking towards him in just a tee-shirt. He proceeded to walk into the PH and close the door as Courtney pushed him against the door, as she stared him in his eyes and pressed her lips gently on top of his. He knew she wanted this, it felt like the first time they had made love. She continued to kiss him as he lifted her off her feet and she wrapped her naked legs around his waist as he carried her upstairs to their bedroom. When they got upstairs she whispered in his ear, “ Jason, he looked into her eyes.

“ I’ve wanted this for so long, I love you so much.” I love you too. With that said he layed her down on the bed and began to make sweet love to her.

The next morning she woke up to find Jason gone. Where was he, she knew that he didn’t just go if there wasn’t any reason, especially after that good LOVIN they had just had. She decided to go and take a shower, a quick one. She got out the shower and put on her tan outfit,(the one from bennys funeral getting jase ready) and started brushing her hair. She stopped when she heard the loud crash of glass. She ran downstairs to see Jason holding Cassidy, a big beautiful Christmas tree, and the three brand new vases she had just bought last week. Jason and Cassidy stood there laughing.

JASON: uh oh, cover your ears, I think mommy’s gonna scream.

CASSIDY: daddy look mommy’s turning red.

JASON: ( he walked over to the door) go get aunt carly and tell her to come over quick.

She ran across the hall and opened the door. Carly and sonny were sitting on the couch.

CASSIDY: aunt carly, my daddy said to come quick, hurry up mommy’s mad.

The three of them rushed across the hall and opened the door to the PH. They all saw Jason and standing there slightly laughing as Courtney stood there with her arms crossed across her chest. No one could tell what she was thinking, her face had no normal _expression. Jason saw the look on her face and asked sonny and carly to take Cassidy across the hall so he could talk to Courtney. Once they were gone Courtney ran to Jason and threw her arms around his neck.

Courtney: oh my god, Jason I am so sorry. She was crying.

Jason: Courtney, what is it?

Courtney: it’s just that when I saw the two of you, it made me think of how I could have stayed and not have been so stupid. You would have seen her grow up, and she would have had a normal life that a baby should have.

Jason: Courtney you did everything in our daughters life that made her who she is today. You gave her the love that no one else could give her. She knows that you are the best mom because you raised her and took care of her.

Courtney: you don’t know what you’re talking about Jason, I mean never let her see her real family, she saw strangers everyday. All the moving and running, she was so scared, I never explained why we had to, or why I had bruises, or why I cried at night because I was raped. God Jason we had people break into our apartment so many times I’m surprised I still have her. (looking down not crying anymore). He told me he would always find me and when he did he’d take her.

Jason: wait, what? Rape you. Beat you up? Take you. What who tell me. NOW.

COURTNEY: she didn’t realize all that came out.

“when I moved from PC I stayed with my boss. After a whil he started to take control of me and become abusive and he raped me. He told me when I left that he’d always find me no matter what and no matter what.. He . He …

Courtney: he would take her. She was now crying with her knees up to her chest holding them tightly.

Jason pulled her into his lap and told her, “ YOU ARE HERE NOW AND NO ONE WILL HURT YOU. I LOVE YOU AND HE WILL, LISTEN TO ME COURTNEY, HE WILL NEVER TAKE OUR DAUGHTER AWAY FROM US. I PROMISE AND HE WILL PAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

TWO DAYS LATER- CHRISTMAS

Jason,Courtney,and cassidy woke up early that morning. Then Courtney and Carly went Christmas shopping. Jason went to, he hated shopping but this year it would be different, he had the two most important people in his life. He had his own family to love and take care of. Jason went into the mall, he had Michael tag along with him. He had already gotten his and Lily's presents, so he figured Michael could help him get some toys for Cassy. He went into the toy store and bought so much stuff, easy-bake oven, tons of dolls, kitchen area playset,a mini house playset. He spent over two hundred dollars on the toys. He had no idea were all of them would go, until he decided to make the empty room into a playroom. He had given Carly 300 dollars to buy Cassidy some clothes and she was under strict orders to spend it all and to not buy any of that revealing stuff like the last time, "she's 3 not 23!!! He knew what he wanted to get to get Courtney. After he dropped off at Bobbies with the girls. Then he made his way over to Tiffanys.

~~~~~ PC GALLERIA~~~~~

Courtney and Carly were trying on clothes in the dressing room. Jason had sent Marco and Max with them and gave them strict orders "that whenever Courtney tried something on and liked it, she would check the price tag and would more than likely decide not to get it". So he had Marco to put them on a certain rack and to ask a sales clerk to hold them. All the stuff she liked the most she would put back and Marco was to pick it up. She wondered what he wasa doing but didnt pay it any mind. Once they were finished at the cash register, Marco told them to go with Max to the car and wait. He took all the clothes she didnt get and purchased then while they were waiting in the car. He took them to get boxed and wrapped so Jason could pick them up later.

They were on there way home when Courtney told Carly she wanted to pick Cassidy up cause she missed her, but she didnt want her to see all of her clothes, the little girl loved to shop like her mom, but also because Jaosn would be bringing home all the toys he had got her. So she just decided to go home and call her.

Jason quickly got a painter and Carly. He payed the man a nice chunck of money to paint the room a powder-ish pink and purple, he finished in less than two hours. Then he got Carly to set up the room the way she thought would make Cassidy happy. He told her to buy big pink and purple letters to spell out her name on the wall.

Carly got that done quick and was told by Jaosn not to tell Courtney. She put the finishing touches on it with a big pink bow that covered the door. She headed over to hr PH to finish wrapping up Cassy's clothes.

Courtney didnt know what to get Jason so she asked Carly.

she just told him that he already has his gift, plus extra: YOU AND CASSIDY!!!

She told Carly that was what he told hre but she had a pretty good idea of what to do for him.

Later that night at around 8:00 Courtney came in with Cassidy asleep in her arms. She and Carly had already planned out Christmas Day and they told Sonny all about it.

They were going to open up presents, eat breakfast, then they would go and spend family time, each one(morganand corinthos) together. Then while Courtney gave Jason his "PRESENT" Sonny, Carly, Michael, Lily,and Cassidy would go and see The Nutcracker On Ice.

Jason heard her come inso he came downstairs with his hands full of the stuff Marco had gotten wrapped at the mall. When she saw Jason coming down with all those boxes she laughed adn said, " Jason,she is already spoiled enough, you shoudl see how defensive and upset Lilly gets whenever Sonny or Carly plays with her.

He walks over to her after putting the gifts down and pulled her closer wrapping his arms around her waist then kissing her passionately. Then giving his daughter a kiss on the forehead. " It's not for her, I did a lot of spoiling for her, she wont believe her eyes in the morning. BUt those my dear are for your spoiling.

She smiled shyly and said," Jason, I already told you not to get me anything, all I want is you, and then you still gave me all that money today to go shopping with."

" Yeah and my guess is oyu put almost eveything back?"

" Well you should have seen them they were gorgeous but expensive as hell.

"Well anyway, here, let me take her"

" Thanks, the whole way home she kept talking about how she couldnt wait to see her daddy, and look at her now!

He laughed as he walked up stairs holding his daughter. He had already gotten used to the whole daddy thing, he would change her clothes, help Courntey give her a bath and all. He loved it, he changed her into her night clothes and tucked her into her bed. He slightly laughed at the sight of her, she looked just like her mother with her blonde hair spread all over the pillow.

He walked down stairs to find Courntey asleep on the couch. She looked so beautiful and peaceful. He could tell she was in a deep sleep, so he lifted her up into his arms until she jumped out terrified.

" No NO dont take her away from me.

Courtney, Courtney its me, calm down sweetie. she quickly thre her arms around Jason's neck, " I'm sorry, I'm just not used to someone picking me up and carrying me around, I'll have to get used to that. But you know there's one thing I can get out of the hang of.

JASON: oh really and what would that be.

COURTNEY: well since i missed you so much and since your daughter looks so much like you i would go and watch her sleep. i knew i could never forget your face but i'd look at her and think of you.

JASON: well youllnever have to do that again because i am here and im not going anywhere.

COURTNEY: I know. now can you carry me upstairs, im so tired, ive been chopping with carly all day long.

hey wait i wanna say goodnight to Cassy.

She goes into the room with Jason after and climbs in bed.

She'll be so happy tha you're here. i cant wait to you see it.

THAT night JASon and sonny planned to meet in the hallway at 3:15 to get the gifts they had hid in each others Ph so he got there gifts and put them under the tree. after that he climbed back in bed.

yeah go back to sleep sweetie.

It was Christmas morning and Cassidy woke up bright and early at 7:15. She got out of bed, brushed her teeth, and put on her sponge-bob slippers adn ran towards her parents room.

~~~~~PENT HOUSE 4~~~~~

Lily was first to wake up, she ran out of her room to the bathroom. She knew her daddy wanted them to have a strong and healthy body so she went and brushed her teeth and washed her face. Sonny was in the kitchen making the big breakfast for his family, he heard Lily awake and running to wake up Michael.He couldnt wait for them to run downstairs and jump on Carly who was knocked out on the couch. He loved his family so much, and appriciated them so much more since Courtney came back, when she came back she brought the missing peice of Jason with her.

Lily ran into Michael’s room screaming, MIKEY, MIKEY, WKAE UP IT’S CHRISTMAS!!! Okay, don’t have a cow. Mikey come on.. OKAY. he grabbed his baby sister’s hand, whom he was very protective of, and ran downstairs as,Michael jumped on the couch making Carly wake up, Lily ran into the kitchen and jumped into Sonny’s arms yelling, IT’S CHRISTMAS DADDY, IT’S CHRISTMAS..

I know, I’m coming, now go wake up mommy so we can see what Santa brought you. She rushed into the living room. He knew exactly what he was doing sending the overly excited 3 yr old to wake up her mother, and of all sleepy mothers, CARLY. Speaking of sleepy mothers, I wonder what courtney is doing.

~~~~~~PENT HOUSE 2~~~~~~

Cassidy ran down the hall to her parents bedroom. Courtney heard the little feet and turned over to whisper to Jason, “ brace yourself here she comes, wait until you see how happy she is.”

As she said that, Cassidy came running in the room and climed up on the bed pulling the covers off of Courtney. Jason reached over and picked the little girl up and sat her on his stomach. “ Merry Christmas sweetie,Merry Christmas mommy, jason said to casy adn courtney.( he called court mommy) Jason laughed, Courtney had rolled over and went back to sleep. Jason told Cassidy to go and see if Michael and Lily were awake. The little girl hopped off the bed and ran downstairs and out the door.

Hey Cassy, he said picking the little girl up. Are you going to see Michael and Lily? Yes. he put the little girl sown and opened the door for her. She ran in and jumped into her godmother, Carly’s arms. Shw realized the smell of food cooking and quickly ran into the kitchen, Uncle Sonny!!!! he scooped the little girl up and walked back into the living room with her. Carly laughed and said, BIG ABD SONNY CORINTHOS, NOW A SOFTY THANKS TO HIS NEICE ADN DAUGHTER!!LOL. Whatever Carly....

He asked the little girl where Courtney and Jason were. she told them daddy’s awake and he’s waking mommy up, she went back to sleep. Just as she said that Jason walked in and Lily and Michael both ran to him screaming, Uncle Jason. he gave them both a hug and then scooped up Lily, his god daughter.

Jason: hey merry christmas guys. sorry but courtney wants Cassy to come over and open her presents but we’ll see you guys after we finish and get dress.

Sonny: ok, hey dont forget you guys have stuff over here and ill send Michael over to tell you when its time to et breakfast.

Jason: ok, ill bring you guys stuff over when we come oer. see ya.

Jason walked back into his PH putting Cassy down as she ran into her mothers arms.

Courtney: hey baby, merry christmas

Cassidy: merry christmas mommy

Jason: hey who wants to open presents?

They all went to the tree and watched as Cassy tore through all her boxes of clothes that her mother bought for her.This is the only 3yr old known to love shopping as much as Carly does, Jason said. He didnt like most of the outfits, some of them were for when it got hot and they were to revealing for him. He gave Courtney the, my daughter is not wearing that, look. After she opened all her clothes Jason picked her up and took her upstairs to her new play room. Both her and courtney were shocked. She ran in and started playing with everything, while Courtney pulled her arms around Jason saying, she’s so lucky to have you, god and so am I. “Yeah, well I’m so happy to have you as her mother, now you can teach her how to be perfect just like you”.

“well im not so sure that im perfect, i mean i married AJ and left you. they both laughed.

Well now that you’re here do you wanna come and open your gifts? Jason you have already given me so much. well its notenough.,.

he brought out all the clothes and after she thanked him, he brought out the boxes from Tiffany’s. She was startled when she saw them. She opened up the first box to find...

a Diamond bracelet, the next one was the matching neckalas, adn the third was the earings. By the last box she had tears streaming down her face and was kissing him deeply.

After they got dressed, ate breakfast with Sonny and the crew, they went and got ready for the show. They were just finishing putting on Cassy’s clothes when Carly came in holding an oufit that made Jason want to rip it to shreads.

jason covered Cassy’s ears with his hands and said,

Jason: what the hell is that?

Carly: oh this. this si exactly what Lily is wearing tonight.

Jason: oh and what does Sonny have to say about it?

Carly: what would it matter? i dress Lily and he dresses Michael.

Jason: oh and i dress Cassy.

Carly: oh come on jase, they will look so cute dressed alike pleaseeeee..

Jason: fine but when this is over I’m going to burn it.

Carly: thanks. she took Cassy and changed her clothes.

when she came out Cassidy was wearing a black leather skirt, a white shirt with a blak vest and a pair of black boots. Something Carly would definetly wear.

Carly came back just in time along with Sonny to see Jason giving Cassy some red juice. Carly ran over and took the cup from Jason and smacked him up the side of his head.

Carly: are you crazy, she’s 3 and your giving her red juice to spill on her outfit, cause you dont like it. nice try. Carly got a towel and pulled it across the little girls chest.

Sonny: dont worry Jase, I tried to do it to.

Sonny, Carly, Lily, and Michael were waiting in the limo for Jason and Courtney tp bring Cassy down. A few minutes later they were coming outside with Jason holding Cassy. They kissed the little girl goodbye and turned to go upstairs. They got on the elevator, when Jason looked over at Courtney he saw a tear slide down her cheek.

Jason: hey, what’s wrong.

Courtney: nothing, it’s just that I have to get use to her going places. I mean she was always with me. She was all I had and I was all she had.